roasting my old videos: 1 year on youtube! *embarrassing*

roasting my old videos: 1 year on youtube! *embarrassing*


pants where? pants ain’t on 😉 hey guys, what’s up? welcome back to my channelllllllll welcome back to my channel. so, hi guys, my name is eric and today is going to be a very fun video because i am celebrating *airhorns and dancing* 1 year! if you guys aren’t…. new here is that the right like.. phrase i’m trying
to say? if you guys ARE new here, that’s it! if you guys are new here: i make new videos every thursday and sunday today’s sunday, september 22nd and it’s my 1 year anniversary on youtube. my first ever video was september 22, 2018 and it’s now september 22, 2019 so you know what we’re doing a very special video today so today i am going to be going through my old youtube videos. a couple of them and just giving you guys what was going on in my mind at the time slash like reacting to them slah roasting myself because these videos CRINGEWORTHY. like, ugh, okay let’s just go ahead and get
started because i don’t want y’all to be like this dude is just talking a lot let’s just get to the sh*t, you know? so the very first video i ever uploaded was so let’s take a look at this video i’m honestly — i haven’t watched this video
all the way through in…. forever. so let’s go ahead and look at this i’m a little bit nervous, i’m scared honestly
like i’m scared. let’s do it. *disgusted face* oh my God, so i remember i was really trying to come up
with like, a good intro to where people would want to like, you know, stay and for some odd reason i thought ~milly rocking~ was a good thing to do and like, honestly it’s kinda cringeworthy
now but i have been doing that in my videos ever
since then except for my last few i haven’t done it because i’m just like kinda over it but like, the first like *if i say like one
more time* 50 weeks of me being on youtube i did the “welcome back to my channel” i kinda stopped doing it because i just really
don’t care to anymore. but, let’s just keep going okay, there was like okay, let’s… let’s just talk real quick first of all, let’s just talk about the scenery so at this point in my life i was still living at home with my parents so this is my room at home which doesn’t even exist anymore because my little cousin has invaded my room like, she’s, like a little alien from area
51 she — all her sh*t is in my room my bed is not even made you can see my mattress you can see everything under my bed you can see the horrible black, like, side
table that i had the scenery is just horrible i mean, my backdrop now isn’t anything to- *internal rage* but anyway, i don’t even remember what i- let’s just keep watching *more internal rage* i’m irratated *annoyed laugh* okay, so i was trying to do like the ear rape thing and i thought it was so funny doing the friday thing, i really thought that was like, gonna be IT like people was gonna be like “ooooh that soooo funny bro, like friDAYYYYY friDAYYYYYY” it was horrible like, no like, okay, my brows were like kinda sad my brows are sad i haven’t realized how much my hair has grown look how short my hair is and look how much i have now and there’s something on my face, i remember
that like i had like something on my face the audio in this video is so trash i still think that’s pretty funny okay, pause real quick because i’m explaining like- usually most what’s on my iPhone videos, which i was obsessed with at the time, you know, people mostly use like actual cameras
to film their videos and they like screen record their phone and
like go through it but since i didn’t have a camera and i was recording with my phone i’m like “how am i going to, you know, show
you guys what’s on my phone, and also like, explain it, so” we’ll just get to how i did it oh my God. so, what i did was literally screen record
my phone and record like, a voice memo, of me just
like, talking about it and this goes from 2 minutes to all the way to like the last, like to 12 minutes this goes all the way to the end of the video so i’m just gonna skip to the outro cause ugh, why did i do that? and the outro was filmed the next day because i didn’t film one the day i recorded and i look even worse i’m wearing the same necklace, by the way i can’t even fit that hat anymore my hair has grown so much my eyebrows are so ugly i hope there’s- oh i did record an outro, but it was so bad i don’t even remember what it was like honestly ewwwww okay, i can’t- i can’t sit through this anymore so, *stressed sigh* chile, the ghettoooo! i feel like this wasn’t that- i mean, it was bad it was sh*t but, i feel like for my very first video it was decent, you know? like, i got 412 views 12 likes, 1 dislike granted, one of the likes is from me but, i don’t think it’s that bad of a video,
honestly it was bad, ummm i don’t know who would have subscribed to
my channel after watching this horrid video but you know what, it gets even worse! so, let’s go to my third video i made which i feel like is the worst video i ever
made, ever which is literally called let’s just watch okay, i mean at least my bed is made and i look- like, my outfit is cute i remember doing that like i don’t know why i remember that i mean it’s not that bad honestly the bad part is when i actually go through
my favorites let’s just go ahead and fast forward to what
i believe is like, the worst thing i’ve ever done
on youtube *gasp* okay- UG- i can’t watch this anymoreeeee it’s so CRINGY! why would i think i was a model? like i’m not a model AT ALL y’all, i barely like being on camera like, if i didn’t have to be on camera i would never be on camera but you know what, i have to do it because i mean, i don’t have to do it i just do it just to make myself miserable but i really like, thought i was modeling ooh, this is back when i used to actually wear like, clothes i used to actually like, when i recorded like i’m wearing pants in this video too like, i’m literally- like, i have a outfit on now, but i’m not
wearing any pants, like pants where? pants ain’t on 😉 okay, we’re done with this video, we’re done alright, we’re gonna look at one more of my
older videos let’s look at umm, so this video i posted about me moving into my apartment that i’m
in now which was six months ago well, it was posted six months ago it was posted on february 21st but i actually moved in on january 11th and i originally posted this video like, the weekend after i moved in but i deleted it because i was like “this video is so bad, like why did i even put this up?” but i eventually just posted it cause i’m like, “you know what? i’m maybe just being a little too hard on
myself this video is not that bad, so let’s just you know, put it up” so, let’s just look at this real quick this moment in my life was crazy *fun dancing* ugh, i look so bad i hadn’t had a haircut in months when i did
this video so, at this point in the video i am spray painting my desk which i record
on now and my side table, which is over there, white it was originally black, but i decided to
spray paint it white because of like, the “aesthetic” *air quotes* of my apartment, black just wouldn’t look
right i feel like this video is like the lighting is weird, and like i feel like my- i could have like wiped my
camera off because it’s kinda fuzzy ohhhh i forgot i showed my car in this ahhh, my car, oh my God Joseline (my car) was so beat up (you can’t see it) oh look at that perfect
card right there: “i got in a car accident” so if you guys don’t remember last year in like, october like towards the middle- like maybe a few
weeks before my birthday i was on my way to work and i hit a deer and that was the aftermath of it and i posted a whole video about it umm, i’ll put it up here but yea, this was the aftermath i’ve gotten my car fixed since then i got my car fixed around the time i posted
this video like in february but for like, three months, i drove my car
looking just like this no regrets. no embarrassment. i was a little embarrassed but, i mean, i was like the car still works i didn’t have the money to get it fixed so
whatever ooh, do you hear my voice? i was so sick… of love songs just kidding 🙂 but, when i moved out, i was SO sick i don’t know what happened, i never get sick and i had got really sick when i moved out i was kinda sad too i look so sad, and dry alright, so that’s the last video i’m gonna
look at i chose this video because, that one end clip so, it was january 13th at the time i just- i had been moved out for about two
days and i had got really sick i was barely getting any sleep because i lived at home all my life i was 24 when i moved out i’m 24 now, my birthay is in a month so turn up! *no one says that anymore* but, 24 years, never lived anywhere besides
home all through college i lived at home, i commuted never lived in a dorm or anything so moving out by myself it was really weird like, i was barely getting any sleep and i was having these weird like, i don’t even know if it was dreams because i felt like it was actually happening
in like, real life like i remember one time in particular i was “sleeping” but i heard someone calling my name like, right next to me and it was like “come here” like, it sounds so weird when i say it out
loud but it was actually happening yeah, that’s all i really wanted to do in
this video i do wanna like, give some tips “tips” to like, smaller youtubers who wanna make
a youtube but are nervous or anxious or just don’t really
know what to do so, literally, when i posted my first video i was just like, “you know what? i’m gonna do it” cause i really wanted to make a youtube video
— or youtube channel for a really long time, but just like most people, i had extreme doubts i was like “okay, i don’t have a camera i don’t have any lights i don’t have anything, like why would i make a video?” but i literally was like you know what? i’m gonna do it so i put my phone- i didn’t even have a tripod
at the time i have a tripod now back then, i literally just put my phone on
the like, window and i sat on the floor i at least have a chair and like a desk now but back then, i just sat on the floor and like, i just recorded and put it out. and i was kinda embarassed, but i was like “you know what? i wanna do this” i love video editing my edits back then were trash but i believe i’m a little better now and i was like, “let’s just go for it” and the growth has been i mean, i feel like in a year i ha- i have like 55,000 views on my channel
in total i think- okay, it it says 56.5k and i have 429 subscribers which i feel like in a year that’s pretty
decent like, 500 subscribers… i don’t even have 500, why did i even say
that 400 subscribers i feel like that’s good like, especially with me, like i don’t really
have a niche and i tried to do that with the whole reactions but i felt like it was stifling my creativity
a bit so, i stopped doing them but reactions really did gain me a lot of
subscribers which i’m appreciative for and i’m surprised that most people haven’t
unsubscribed yet because i have not been doing reactions i’m just like you guys actually like me 🙂 so thanks! yeah… number 1, just do it. just do it, you’ll love it you’ll be sad about it sometimes you’ll be like “why am i not growing?” not everyone can go viral not everyone can be like a Joanna Cedia or like that girl who has the van, who drives the
v- i mean lives in her van like, not everyone- why am i like WOOOOOO i dont know what that was but not everyone is the girl who lives in
her van who’s videos just like pop off and just like, explode like, not everyone has the same path sometimes but you know you just have to follow your own path and you know be…. yourself and you know things seems to just fall in place this is a very unorganized video but i just really wanted to like sit here, watch my old videos and like kinda just appreciate where i’ve been so far
on youtube and just you know look forward to where i’m going so that’s gonna be the end of today’s video i hope you guys really liked it i feel like this is the worst video ever but when i edit, i hopefully can make it somewhat
good umm, once again thank you guys for watching make sure you guys subscribe and like, you
know i make new videos every thursday and sunday and…. yeah, i’ll see you guys in my next video here’s to- i don’t have a drink here’s to another year on youtube! cheers, b*tch bye guys!

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